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and i want to get worse because i think it’ll make me good. this illness never made sense and it never will, and it sure as hell won’t ever be the friend it’s exposing itself to be.
I want my control back but i know i can’t control it. I want to count but i don’t want to see the numbers. I want to feel strong again but i know it’ll make me weak. I want those small moments of happiness but i know they’re not real. I want to feel comfortable but i know it won’t happen. Most of all i want this to stop because i’ve been doing this for so long and i’m so tired of spinning this hamster wheel.
Next weeks lineup: Schwarzer, azpi, torres, van ginkel, rui Faria, and a piece of bread.
Idk looking at the stats, our usual bad luck and the fact that we came against something that reminded me more of a rabies infected pack of wolfs than a football team we’re lucky we didn’t concede a single goal and i’m super hopeful for the return but seeing the team like this still just hurts
Atlético Madrid v Chelsea | Fans
we may not win the EPL or UCL title but at least we’ll win the most unluckiest team in the world title